I think I am now entering the silent part of grieving. I don't really have much to say lately; the tears are still flowing but the words are not. Sometimes the silence in our house is deafening...the TV is almost always on to disguise the lack of baby cries and coos.
We miss you so much little man.
We will be going to the funeral home to look at the work-ups of the headstones today. I guess that is the last thing we get to do for Eli.