It is hard to believe that these pictures were taken less than two weeks ago. I didn't even realize they were on the camera until I hooked it up to transfer all the pictures onto the computer. I don't understand how he faded so fast. I'm glad he didn't have to suffer any more than he did, but it was just too fast. I begged him to hang in there. I wanted to take him to one Astros game, even if it was only for just one inning. My heart is really broken today, my strength gone. I have been on couch holding his teddy bear tight today, clinging to something that might remind me of him. I don't see how this gets easier. It is getting harder for me as the days pass. I think the shock of it all is starting to wear off and the pain seeping in.