Thursday, February 12, 2009
Today is going to be a very difficult day for me.... Astros single game tickets go on presale in less than an hour.... I have debated about going to opening day, but Jason thinks we should. I cried last night just thinking about it and told him I would probably cry the whole game. Sharing my love of baseball was one thing I was looking forward to when we had Eli. I knew it would take some time for him to appreciate it, but I was willing to wait. For those of you who don't know, we did the nursery in Astros/baseball. When we found out he was sick, I begged him to please stay with us long enough to go to opening day. I just wanted one game... I'm already crying trying to write this, so forgive any mistakes... Its just a sad day for me. I'm not sure watching baseball will ever be the same for me.