It is almost impossible for me to imagine that Eli would have been 10 months old this week. I know August 2nd is going to be here before I'm ready for it. I wish I had the words to describe how much I miss him. I think I would miss an arm or hand less than I do him. He became my reason for everything. It is hard to lose something that important. I am just thankful for my Jason. I know that without him, I wouldn't be here now. It was too bad of a place to want to stay after Eli's last breaths but I didn't have the heart to put Jason through any more loss. I love him beyond words.
It is just unthinkable how much can change in the short span of a year. Be careful that you aren't wasting your precious time with your little ones.