I am so pissed off tonight. I know I shouldn't watch the news and tonight I regret turning it on. A "mother" was just arrested for starving her disabled nine year old daughter to death. She had a feeding tube, but only weighed 15.5 pounds when she died. To make it all worse, this woman has 10 kids. TEN FUCKING KIDS.
In the meantime, four children have died of SMA this week. Four very wanted, very loved kids. Four sets of parents are heartbroken because they could do nothing to save their precious child.
Don't ever ask me why I don't believe in your god.
*I got back up to edit this because I figure it will probably offend some people. I am leaving it because it is MY blog after all. I write as a form of therapy; it helps get out all the emotions and makes things more manageable for me and my head. My life isn't puppies and rainbows...I wish it was, but this is my reality. Besides, I am saving money by writing and not breaking everything in the house. It is tempting to smash everything in sight, but I try another approach first...sorry for the language, but mad isn't pretty.