I'm sad tonight. Really sad. It hurts me to look at my husband sometimes. It is just so unfair that two people with so much love between them are in the situation we are in. We are both calm and patient, very loving, and have adequate means to provide for a family. Yet here we are, childless, perhaps forever that way. What kind of cruel world is this? It sucks to hear about people hurting their kids or people who have no possible way of caring for their kids to keeping having more. I hate it. HATE it. HATE it.