Once you start having a few more good days than bad days, the bad ones will hit you like a ton of bricks. I feel like I've been run over by a steamroller tonight. It's been a while since I've been up until 3am, but it still feels normal in a way.

Unite for the Cure is on my mind a lot tonight, as is Eli.

If any of our local friends have any ideas of places we could do a garage sale, bake sale, or pancake breakfast, please let me know. Any other fundraising ideas are also welcome. We need some help from our local gang getting things going. Our Wal-Mart is already booked out for the year, so the busiest place around is out....