Easter Sunday

The community basket for all guests!
After much debate, I ended up putting some eggs on to boil last night. I needed some for our deviled eggs today, so I figured we should at least try to have some fun coloring them. It was a nice break and we had a few laughs doing it. I always dye mine several times because I enjoy doing it so much that I am always sad when they are all colored. If you look closely at the yellow one, I put Eli's name on it so he was part of the fun.

Today has been hard and I have cried several times. I'm very lucky that I have such a wonderful husband to hold me when I break down. I did okay while we had company, but didn't make it long after they left. We only had 2 people come for dinner today. I don't know if everyone else is just avoiding us or what. I know we don't get nearly as many phone calls or visitors as we did a few months ago. I won't complain about the lack of phone calls. I hate talking on the phone now. I do miss the visitors though; it was always a distraction from all the sadness. I know we are probably not the best company now so I don't blame people for not wanting to come over. Everyone else has a life that just keeps going; we are the ones stuck on January 14th.